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24th-Nov-2009 04:54 am - everything is never as it seems
shy
Today i went to the library and borrowed two books without much hesitation.
Usually i would be proud of myself because like yay i'm spending my time reading a book instead of managing my sim's life on my phone like some loser.
This time though, i'm annoyed because i've got a whole shit load of projects to do with deadlines approaching fast and suddenly, just suddenly, i have this intense burning desire to read.
Don't you just hate it when that happens. Urgh why am i so cruel to myself.

The lack of updates in this journal is due to the fact that my life at the moment revolves around school.
(Mid-semester usually equals to sleepless nights and the endless rush for deadlines and neverending work)
I usually try not to update about school since it makes one of my friend envious so yeah.


Lovely reunion with the expressoz.
It was pretty short but as always when you put us all together,
its always worthwhile and fun.
More more more reunions please (:

Special mention to Fin who tolerated my madness for the whole day.
Be it while we were shooting or constantly being watched by the anal security guard.
Thank you so much and i sure had fun spending time talking pointless stuffs with you.
P/s: I came up with the goddamn word game, there is no way i can suck at it. Pfft.

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14th-Nov-2009 12:42 pm - won't play your hide and seek game
hat
I think its time you pick up your life and move the fuck on. The goddamn world doesnt revolve around you.
I think you need to stay out of this internal conflicts cos you're not even part of us. Overprotective much?
I think you need to start playing your role and start appreciating all that they have done for you. Start setting your priorities right goddamit.

I swear i don't usually get angry easily but you three are totally not making my week.
Not gonna mention any names here. Don't even bother guessing.
Just wanted to get things off my chest just like any other girl/daughter/sister/friend/student.
dork



Kateeeeee ♥
Fucking awesome live chat last night.

Whos Kate? My sexy british girlfriend.
Yeah, i wish :/

Click here for previous post about kate.

Lovely paramore cover \m/

8th-Nov-2009 11:10 pm - broken hearts and twisted minds
hat


Touch, for i'm questioning your presence.
This doubt is killing me, i need proof of your existence.
My mind swirls around, hankering for an opening.
Like a drug i'm addicted, please stop this abominable craving.

Attached with so many labels, you're amazing, you're horrible.
I can't make up my mind but this fence is getting uncomfortable.
The sight of them two birds puzzles me to no end.
Deluded into thinking that playing pretend is now the latest trend.

The pungent scent of fear accompanies every stranger,
Every move is scrutinized to avoid any danger.
Restlessness takes over with every execution,
Well maybe resistance isn't really the perfect solution.

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5th-Nov-2009 01:19 pm - fyeahemmawatson
grin


http://fuckyeahemmawatson.tumblr.com/

The best way for me and Fin to waste time during an extrememly boring tutorial/lecture
is to visit the above mentioned website.
Apparently, creating msn conversation on an oldskool
piece of paper doesn't work for us.
It always ends abruptly :/

shy
People come and go. True.
There are some people i hold on to tightly, people i let go easily and people i couldn't care less if they are here or if they are already gone.



Him, i'll never let go.
Not without a fight at least.
Like, why would i wanna let go of someone who can read me like a book and vice versa.



For them, i'm pretty sure i wouldn't want them to go but i'm super glad they came.
Its been two weeks since school started and i must say, its been an awesome two weeks for sure.
Of course assignments are starting to pile up and sleepless nights will be starting soon but hey, what's school without all that.
And what's school without the awesome after-school events.



The silly, stupid things we do in the car, almost getting into an accident, the random places we go, the gossips shared till late and of course, driving recklessly and illegally.
All that i'll never forget



Last week, had a rendezvous with band members at cafe del mar - sentosa.



Initially thought that it was gonna be awkward since the last time i saw them was like a few years ago.
But it turned out to be what i exactly needed.
The sand, sea, ang mohs in bikini, drinks and awesome company (:



Last but not least, Happy Halloween :D

27th-Oct-2009 03:38 am - no room left for the madness
shy

One of the assignments we had to do was do a recording on broadcast.
We were supposed to choose which broadcast career we want and i chose newscasting because i want to be a newscaster.
Well not really but it definitely made it to my career list.
So anyways, as i was doing my research, i found this or rather, her;




and showed it to Fin.
His response was pretty expected but pretty epic.

27/10/2009 1:55:35 AM arifiη nurulayin OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
27/10/2009 1:56:01 AM arifiη nurulayin I FUCKING WATCH NEWS ONLY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
27/10/2009 1:56:09 AM nurulayin arifiη ikr!
27/10/2009 1:56:12 AM arifiη nurulayin I RECORD ON HUBSTATION.
27/10/2009 1:56:15 AM arifiη nurulayin PUT ON REPEAT.

and yes fin, i'll fucking watch news only for the rest of my life if that is what we get here.
I think the closest is Cheryl Fox maybe.
Oh wait, prepare your hubstation in a few years to record me.
Just don't put it on repeat. That's just creepy.
AHAHAHAHA!

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23rd-Oct-2009 02:30 am - and spring became the summer


"There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap.
dork
 

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone.


I'm sorry if i hate that i have to report wherever i am, who i'm with or what i'm doing.
I'm sorry i'm not a huge fan of constant msging.
I'm sorry that although you have everything that i need,
it doesn't mean thats everything that i want.

I'm done trying to be straight.
hat


Oh butterflies, have you lost your way?
For the last time i felt you was when i thought she would stay.
But she left and he came so i forced myself to stop being so gay.
"Take him in, Give him a chance" was all i heard them say.
I made an effort and struggled to not let my heart stray,
It took a toll on me and i stayed up all night and day.
I see no rainbows or butterflies, my world turned grey.
I'm guessing he came and chased you all away.
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